Lonely
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I put on a happy face as much as I can. I try to be positive as much as I can. But life is not all sunny for me. There are times when I feel very lonely like now. Coming back home after my two weeks vacation in the Philippines brings me loneliness again. Being here reminds me of the pregnancy that didn’t work out. I thought I was over it.
I live in a foreign country with no friends or family to go to or talk to when I need someone to talk to. I know I can always call my mom or sister or chat with some girlfriends but talking to someone in person is much nicer. Of course I do have my husband, but having some female support group is really something women need.
nikogirl on Sep 2, 2009
hugs to you ganda! mwah mwah mwah
Sherry on Sep 3, 2009
yeah I know what you mean about female support. You can always email me ym if you want to chat.
Eric : BlogDemanila : Philippine Blog on Sep 3, 2009
Why don’t you try to look for some support groups out there? or perhaps try to volunteer in some NGOs like Red Cross or something similar.
Phebie on Sep 3, 2009
enjoy life ms jade…God has a better plan for you…u tc there! God Bless!
Mara on Sep 3, 2009
Be strong Ate Jade. Keep yourself busy.
Stacie on Sep 4, 2009
I totally can relate to how you feel. It’s hard to get to know people once you move to a new town or country. I haven’t lived in another country. I moved over 2 hours from friends and family. Sure I can call but it’s not the same. There are days I get homesick. Other days I am just thankful for the online friends!
sweet girl on Sep 4, 2009
hi,
I can understand quite well as I am also living in US with no friends, and family. It’s just my husband and me and I also feel like sometimes that I am so lonely.
well, yu have your blog and you can interact with other people through it, and just wait for some time and you will be happy again.
BigMamaCass on Sep 6, 2009
So sorry you are going through this right now. I know how it feels. I have been there. I am also in a foreign town with no family or friends. I personally try to lean on my internet friends as much as possible. I feel it is the only way to get by. Hugs to you. I hope peace finds you soon. Do you plan to try the IVF again?
fedhz on Sep 6, 2009
aww. naimagine ko nga ung loneliness, lalu na pag sanay ka na madaming tao sa paligid mo, tapos nasa malayong lugar ka pah. huhu… dito naman kame lagi online. hehehe. masaya na ko’t dami akong friends online, kase mga batchmates ko kinalimutan na ko. LOL. wahaha!
kamusta naman ang vacation? nagustuhan mo ba ung polvoron? padalhan sana kita ulit kaso nanjan ka na. mahal na delivery. LOL
MommaWannabe on Sep 7, 2009
@BigMamaCass – Thank you for your the comments you leave me…you and all the people I have gotten to know online are the ones that are keeping me sane:) I always thought moving to a new place is fun but when the time comes that you feel down – you still can’t help but miss your friends and family. But I am glad I have you guys!
We do plan to do IVF again as that is our only option. I need to wait though till my periods are regular again.