As I look at my entries the last couple of months, I see that most were paid posts or memes. Well it is becaus I have been feeling down on 
and off lately for several months now and had no energy to write anything that made sense. Do you know what I mean?
I try to fight this dreaded state to the best of my ability, believe me. I try to think of things to do and plan stuff but sometimes the day pass by and I haven’t really accomplished anything. Sometimes my husband would ask me to do something and I will say yes but end up forgetting about it which will lead to some arguments.
Some of the things that I suspect to cause me to be in this mode was the first ever pregnancy that didn’t push through and then, just this January a failed embryo transfer, it was difficult for me. I tried to recover from the grief as soon as I can, I try live my life as normal as I can.
I do stuff to keep my mind from dwelling on my lost so I went ahead with the holiday we have already planned and then went on a few more afterwards. I try my best to be in a happy mode despite the negative thoughts that come once in awhile. My hubby is a great support as always. Whenever he sees I am not my normal self, he cheers me up. He’s the reason why I keep going.
What I want right now is to be back with my happy self, I know it’s up to me to pick myself up but why am I having such a hard time. Any advice you can give?
[...] my rant the other day, I decided it’s time to really put some effort and get my happy mode back. [...]
don’t be sad maybe the time is not right yet.
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maybe put a note with you so you remember to do things
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naku girl ganyan din ako.. tell me when ur feeling down pra kahit sa ym magkulitan tau..
u know what i do when i feel down? i eat lots of chocolates!! epektib pramis!
Be aware of what you are experiencing at the moment and find its source. I believe that it is your mind that is giving you a hard time. Let go of your mind, desists from what it is telling you to think. Observe the works of your mind and you will have control of yourself.
I would be feeling the exact same way. It is hard for everyone to be happy when life’s events
don’t go in our favor. I think that is great that you have a wonderful husband and, as the
other commenters said, sometimes it helps to focus on what other things in life can bring you
joy as you wait for your #1 wish. Always remember that there is more to you and more to your life than just being a mom. I really hope you get to experience it, as you said on my blog on Friday, but you deserve to be happy no matter what!
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Jade, I do not have the reasons you have for being down, you certainly have been going through a lot.
I’ve been going through a slump and not writing daily on my blog as I used to. I hope you find the
strength to get you over this, and it sounds like you have a great asawa to help you, that is very
important. Take care.
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I understand your sentiments, it is normal to feel up and down, and I do too.
What I do to while away is photography. My usual subjects are flowers and gardens.
Take care!
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Hi Jade,
What you’re feeling right now are all norms & understandable but still as the saying goes ” Life must go on”. Yes, I know its kinda hard but still you have to do it. We all have this part in our lives that we find it so hard to move on but moving on is the only best way to go…
Thats what life is, in that way we became stronger, eager and happier.
Start smilling… listen to your fave songs.
Enjoy your everyday
Hi Smile,
Thanks I know that the best way is just to move forward. That’s what I am doing too but I wish I could be more positive again. I will try to listen to some good music and see if it helps:) Thanks.